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shopping ` singing ` mahjong ` butterflies are her all time favourites :)

...Beauty ProDucts

*everyone around me to be healthy and happy always.

* :( forget it, im a FOOL. *

*memorable 18th bdae. *


*happily ever after. :)

*gucci tote bag.

...Other beauties

ICE ANGEL
 <3 RIS *
 <3 MIN*
<3 ANGELA *
 HENRY *
 ZHAO *
 <3 XING & JOYCE *
 <3 DIANA*
 <3 FI0NA *
 <3 LISI *


...EXIBITIONS

  • April 2006
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  • June 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007

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    ...BEAUTITALK




    ...Lost in beauty

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    by ice angel



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    Saturday, February 17, 2007


    you may not seem to understand why im like a changed person.
    my life is no longer the same. you dont have to tell me, i know it myself that i've changed.
    i club every week, go drinking at pub one or two times a week. why?

    you say you love me more than anything, even yourself, you asked me to understand ur intentions and your pain. i dont need your blessings b'cos im not going have a bf unless i only have that guy in my heart. you understand? your flowers, your bottles of thoughts, your bubble tea, your stars, your saga seeds, your letter that makes me cry myself to sleep.... everything....
    you say you will be waiting for the day, for the day when i go back to you.

    the coldness is drifting us apart. you try to be cold to me on the surface, yet behind, i can feel everything. dont force urself to be cold, b'cos that will only make us drift further & further.
    everytime i miss you, i will see my phone with ur message the next min. and it happens everytime.

    im a total failure. i dont know what i want in life. its been so long since i took pics, sometimes i cant even smile sincerely. if i can, there will surely be a pic taken. b'cos its been so long since i see myself smile truthfully. sad to say ........

    steamboat.
    Valentine's Day.
    favourite 9 lilies.
    favourite blue roses.
    lily again. :)
    when i finally understand how drinking helps you forget all your troubles, be it for that few hours.

    she goes a lil 'crazy' . LOL.
     phuture.

    many things have been happening.
    its like i've just been rescued from a war.
    all my smiles.... they've all gone weird.....

    the beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, February 06, 2007


    have not been in contact with my close friends for these few days, due to some personal probs.
    but rest assured, things are ok now. & i will be back in contact with you all again! :)
    from now on, i will & must learn how to be independent,
    im free and easy now! girlfriends! can jio me out already ok?! :D

    nobody ever tried to stand in my position, nobody ever tried to understand what im going through, nobody ever cared about my feelings when all they do is do it their own way. im so sick of crying...........
    can i say i've become stronger again?

    wats past is past.
    no use holding on to it,
    it will only make you tear.


    *i miss my precious PIE!

    my heart cant possibly break,
    when it wasn't even whole to start with.

    the beauty exposed ;

    Sunday, February 04, 2007


    you may have your point of view, but i have mine too.

    what i thought may not be what you can accept, what i do may not be what you tink is right.
    both are my friends, why must i be forced to forsake one? when neither one is my guy.
    everyone will look at me thru their naked eye again. which is what i cannot accept.
    i have never regretted being with you, those sweet memories, going thru those stormy nights etc. Neither can i forget that you came into my life, not once, but twice.

    maybe, like how we seperated 3 years back, history will repeat itself.
    you say you love me too much, and thats why you give me your blessing. but why will i need that 'blessing' when im not back with 'him' ? never mind, all these days, whatever i have said and explain, you never tried to believe or accept. whatever and however way you wan it to be, i will have it your way. be it 'no frens' or 'frens' ..........

    i dont wan anybody to love me......
    i have no strength to explain and clarify.

    the beauty exposed ;